What am I...
Why do I keep doing that
Even after I promised mysef I wouldn't?
This body is not even mine,
It's a trust from God,
And it's absolutely despicable
That I'm misusing it and sinning with it.
Worse than an animal.
How to break myself out of this?
I need to tear out this detrimental thorny twisted branch from my body,
Need to yank it out completely.
I absolutely canNOT afford
To shut out the voice of good inside
That tells me to stop.
If I do...
I am done for.