A Repentant'ed Heart

A Repentant'ed Heart 
 
He stood before the congregation 
On banded knees asking Jehovah 
To forgive me 
 
This at one time was a hard thing 
For me to do 
I was walking on confused 
 
the darkness was taken over me  
I couldn't even see our breath 
My Head hung down in shame
with so much pain 
 
I hand been walking in the darkness
All kinds of sins had been eating 
at me this was the sin of me 
 
I had walked in dark madness
The road only darkness would know 
There was no one else to blame for 
My shames but me 
 
Satan used all my family 
To take me down that lonely road 
with no hope 
 
I was some kind clown that every 
One kept beating down 
to the on the ground to make a grave 
for Faith to never come my way 
 
This was part of Satan evil plan
It works for many sad lonely darken years
He given me so much fear
 
He set out to ruin my name with rumors 
of cheap darken lies 
I had been weeping in the wind of life's sins 
 
I would cry out to Jehovah God how could 
You love someone like me  
My ten years walking in the dark almost's
killed me 
 
It did kill my spiritual heart  
My life I could not bear another year 
Jehovah you sent brothers and sisters 
The young and the old 
 
to let me know I am Not alone 
To not believe in the lies of the darken souls
A repentant heart I truly hold
within myself 
 
I was so afraid to stand up for myself  
My sins weighted me down so much I 
Couldn't stand on Holy grounds 
I was with the lost yet not found 
 
That's when I realized how easily 
This could happen to anyone that takes their 
eyes off the Holy one 
that is what happen to me 
 
Those without sin can cast the first stone 
Which nobody did because they are sinners too 
So one night alone 
I set down on hands and Knees 
 
asking Jehovah God to forgive me  
Then out of know where 
my eyes could see 
I could breath 
 
My heart was making a new beat of a new song
Life working inside of me  
A new woman I become 
all my sins Had been washed clean 
 
A lesson is here for all too read 
for all too see 
Any one can fall to deep in sin just like me 
 
But all it takes is a repentant'ed heart 
For our Fathers healing spirit 
Of the blood Of His Begotten Son Jesus .
 
Lilly Emery
 

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