I stood here before,
dreaming to soar,
Thinking about all that was in store.
Wishing all be well, but I fell.
I still dwell,
in the shadow of my past.
I still dream to be,
but I learned more, you see.
This year I felt the pain,
I have fallen from eternal gain.
Don´t you understand this constant dwelling
That brings us woe in pains bellowing.
I took on to much.
Here I am again,
reflecting from where I began
I find myself falling in what I never thought
A painful, educational fraught.
I learn now
I must take a bow,
to the one that brings me life,
In the eternal bosom of Christianity.
(basically in the past year I took on to many challenges that let me down and this year I learned that I must let go and trust in Christ to be truly successful and escape pain´s grasp.)