Each day I come closer to the reality of life
My world is changing beneath my soul
Wild thoughts run through me, anxious and nervous
I feel as if it’s all a test, just to see if I survive
Why must He test me now? I wasn’t prepared; I wasn’t ready.
Thing is, I didn’t realize that this was His way of making me stronger
Mentally, I’m here; physically, I’m weak
God please be on my side, I want to fulfill my destiny
Looking toward the future, I see hard work and dedication
But, at the top, who is going to be there with me?
My God is awesome, and I know He watches over me
Protecting me from the monstrosities of life
He holds me
Looking up to You, speaking my heart through song
Singing You’re awesome, but still doing wrong
Trying to please reality
But the reality is pleasing Him
Living life the right way, so I can fly free
Praying one day, I will fulfill His plan for me
He is omnipotent, all knowing to heaven and earth
I just pray that my awesome God judges me for my good work.