I sit in the rain because when it rains you can't see the tears streaming from my eyes down my face you can't even see the sadness in my eyes and all the pain that I keep inside. You try to understand and comprehend what I have gone through but deep down you know you can't. I'm not innocent anymore that part was taken from me long ago, I try to forget about it but that's just so hard to let go. I can't change what happened to me back then but I can make sure that it don't happen again. So until that time I will just continue to sit in the rain and let it wash away all of my pain.