Carefully veiled behind my calm composure was a life I thought I deserved.
Misery, self-destruction and darkness.
I was in pain and somehow felt nothing at all.
Numbness, helplessness and silence.
I never let anyone in because I truly felt crazy.
Hopeless, doubting and lonesome.
Till I met someone that showed me everything I made myself miss.
Hope, exploration and curiosity.
I learned that self-pity will never get you anywhere.
Courage, forgiveness and strength.
I suddenly realized that I could be anything.
Empowerment, fierce and confidence.
My life was a twisted demon about my neck.
Leering, heavy and suffocating.
And now it’s time to create my life into something new.
Beautiful, luminous and brilliant.