Oh my dear, yes indeed,
your hold was oh so strong on me.
It gripped my heart with all it's might,
but never did it give me wings to make my flight.
You took my heart and ripped it out,
and put it back filled with doubt.
You took my love and the life I knew,
all while I tried to run away from you.
But you I could never blame,
I still loved you all the same.
You are my weakness, don't you see?
Even if you never did love me.
You made me up to be a queen,
but to me, nothing did it mean.
But I loved you anyway,
I would have died for you any day.
We grew apart, I shoved you away,
but wed I was at the break of day.
A wedding for you, not me,
a wedding that you never did see.
My heart became darker as time went by,
My old self gone with the blink of an eye.
I once loved, but that was no more,
A love that I could never restore.
You took my love away from me,
but angry at you I could never be.
But never could I bring you along,
love is weakness, I needed you gone.
But gone you never where, for you came right back,
and at the sight of you I was taken aback.
I allowed you back into my life, but our time was made brief,
you died in my arms, now I feel nothing but grief.
I know now that you loved me and that we loved each other,
In my heart you will always stay,
goodbye Mother.