You see it was these long nights in the winter  

I found out in the fall 

We're nearly past the aftermath the breaking point of it all

There's changes in the weather, but no changes in my heart

But the pains becoming hard to mask

The lies are lining up fast

The constant confucion of my conscience always bring up the past

I'm tryna push forward, nut at the end of the day through all the good and bad there's so much to replay

Every memory spinning fast like a movie

Some from days with your groupies

I just sit back and think how could I not see you slipping away

And then memories fade away leaving me curious, furious with no on to take it out on, but you

I can't decide between passion and past wishes

Tongue kisses and good ridance

The troubling of the pre game will it lead to you getting on your knees one day

This is rediculous

I'm delirious

Wishing up fairytales that won' t ever happen cause the opportunity for this chance to renew anything would mean you dumping the girl whom you tooks virginity yet I sit here still screaming I LOVE YOU

A push and pull between passion and past

I don't know how much longer I'll last