Push
Christmas time the family packs up
Hundreds of miles to Detroit as it's called
Every year another journey etched into my memory
Driving down a dusty road, abandoned buildings surround us
"That's where I took drum lessons"
He points to a lot of empty scaffolds
"I used to play baseball here"
Tall, wild weeds
"My friend lived right there"
Wood skeletons
I remember it well heading out of town
Where it was considered "decent enough to stay"
Leaving a jungle of dead houses and approaching silence
His silence
"YOU need to fix this.
YOU need to make sure more young black boys live you do
We need education to fix this"
His solution: education
Coming from a line of hard working people, I feel the push
Those who've long escaped from the bankrupt land I have etched
I feel the push to represent my race in all I do
The chronic reminder to serve, given all that I have...
Haunts all of my aspirations
A combination of independent interest and that... moral push
from those who love me
Expands and focuses the journey I plan to take my life upon
I'm graduating now, that journey is about to begin
I don't know where, but when I feel the push
I'll let it take me