Promise
When it all began
there was the illusion
that you were different
that i was perfect
Now that the fairy tale is shattered
but our story still continues
I am left broken
filled with words unspoken
While i lie awake wondering how you are
you lie asleep
but from your dreams i am far
And really i just know
that you are doing ok
sometimes I think of you
and my hands start to shake
i feel like i'm in withdrawal
and the world is rearranged
because i miss you more than life itself
and when youre not around it feels like hell
and its still hard to breathe
when you are near.
Because you promised youd never leave
But why cant you just go
Your presence is a burden
I care so much for you
so you already stole my heart
I cant speak a word
because you stole my voice
I cant tell you to leave me alone
because you took my will to fight
i forgot how to smile
because you trapped me in an endless night
your promise is a burden
because you still hang around
Your promise is the reason
that my face is stained with tears
And i bet your promise
is probably the only reason youre still here.