present fears
09/04/2019
3:23pm
when the sun rises
it’s not only then that i think about you,
but i already knew
though i couldn’t forsee,
i get attached
i kinda want my heart back
because people have taught me not to trust
i just recently let him back in
i fear that too.
i hate saying “i love you”.
i don’t really think i love him
i don’t really think i love her either
but they’ll learn
and hopefully i don’t break
i gave up apart of me
i feel numb
not in the baddest way
not in the best way,
18:1
maybe more,
and i want you.
i started looking at the signs
( i never looked at the signs !)
and we match
in passion
in emotion
in spirit
we
but i
and
yeah.