Powerless
The worst powerlessness is when
you watch someone you love fade from your fingertips
At first is just a few less conversations
Than no communication for a month
Months begin to pass by with nothing
At the beginning it feels fine
but after awhile it hurts
You miss them
So you try to talk
It hits you like a fist
When the conversation doesent flow
It's the bad kind of awkward, like a gone wrong blind date
No matter how hard you try
Nothing works
its 100% to 0%
So you give up and watch from afar
On social media
you watch as she changes
Bestfriend to stranger
Then another punch to the face
When you see your replacement
Her new best friend
The lasting sting
is the thought
"I dont have to worry about her leaving me anymore"
Or so I thought.