I ask myself why I'm angry

why the hate

why the sudden anger

all these years 

why do I bring it out

my bad side

the bad side lurking in the shadows in my head

telling me to do you wrong

telling me ain't no one here

aint no one here for me

i always believe her

i always keep in mind and retrieve her

lose her in my sleep 

but she comes back

i excuse her and refuse her

Slowly lurking back like a snake

i can see it in her eyes 

all the lies 

All the rope ties 

all in her eyes 

showing me the way the lies fly like dragon flies

I refuse her 

I wipe her out

look in the mirror 

and walk out