In a Place
I’m in a place where I feel lost
Hoping somehow I will belong
Give me a reason to hold on
This life of mine goes up and down
Like the carnivals merry go round
Spinning constantly on an axle
Where people are both cruel and thoughtful
Everything will take you by surprise
So stay awake and keep an eye
People think there’s a prize in life
But they don’t realize it’s all a lie
Sometimes perfection is what they want
As if it comes by the month
I’m in a place where I feel judged
Cause so many times they hold a grudge
Although people tell me I’m not
I’m not stupid or a thot
I’ve been used before and dropped
And sadly nobody has a clue
About the shit that I’ve been through
That I’ve been broken and abused
So people take advantage of who I am
Because they don’t truly understand
This in all honesty is really sad
I hope no one else comes here
This is a place never to go near