“i didn’t want to invite you because i thought you wouldn’t get along with any of the girls there” you said. 

last time i checked you weren’t the one who could control my decisions and who i can and cannot speak with 

Of course its not like I’m counting down the days from when your actual party was. September 15, 2016. 

It’s not like we were best friends for two years and I’m not desperate to go anyways. 

Who are you to decide who I can and can't get along with. I'm pretty good at acting for a few hours. Maybe just an invitation would be nice though? 

“sure i’ll see if my mom can send an invite” you said. 

Well it’s been about four months and your party has already passed but i still didn’t get the invite. 

snapchat didn’t look that entertaining at all. 

Why yes, when you did make those new “friends” i knew you would leave. Just remember that they didn’t know when your birthday was. 

I just want to let you know that when you did have that party, it ruined all my chances to be invited to any party again. 

three years of having “friends” and i still haven’t been invited to one party. 

now I’m just the outcast. 

now I’m just a freak who reads. 

now I’m just someone who writes to forget everything.