My imagination starts to linger to places I don’t want to think about.
My stomach turns upside down churning and
My heart drops.
You don’t want me, no one does.
This idea shatters me to a million tiny pieces
I will never be whole
In the infinite reality of self loathing.
In my dreams
You love me
We are oh, so happy.
I could never be better as
You tenderly kiss my forehead and tell me forever.
Time stops for us
In this too-good-to-be-true twisted reality.
The nightmare begins
Or is it just my life?
The facade explodes and
My dreams are pierced with the nightmare we call reality.