The One That was Never There
I know my dilemma, malfunction, and predictment
That is I never loss anyone, cause I never had anyone, cause I know no one
I get through it alone, cause everyone has a home, so they leave me alone
Now I don't know what a true bond is
Now I don't know true friendship is
There is no distinction with friend or foe
Just make sure no one knows
What you keep in heart, mind and soul
If I hadnt been biten so many times by snakes
I would have learn to get to know someone, appreciate someone, which means I have someone
But this is base on having someone, helping someone and losing someone
I remember dark, rough nights going through storms on my own
Using my resources to get out of the hurricane
Everyone watch while I was in pain
They push, taunted and kick me in the face when I was down
I came to my senses that People.....
Are worst than you realize
Now I know my solution, redemption and strenght
I don't need ANYONE, cause I HATE EVERYONE, because I don't forgive anyone
I never let anyone make me feel like no one
Cause I want to live on my own
But it will never matter who I am to you