Don't you hate one-sided relationships? 
To give you my trust and realize

To think I would ever be more than  a fling ,  was silly of me because now I see you were never really there to be with me which probably is what stings the most. To think I wanted to date you, now you are a ghost of a time when I didn't know what i was doing. It was a time that was really confusing and you were my escape. That pain is now a scrape, but I'm fine and I'll be okay.