I gave you everything I had, down to my very soul

I was crazy in love and let you take control

Did stuff I shouldn't have and sinned again and again

Was gonna leave my family for you and move

All i asked in return was for you to prove

Prove that you love me, prove that you care

But all i got was a crazy scare

Someone who I confided in for years

Taking me to my end

My love, my boo, and my very best friend

Made me wanna end it all and give up my life

Made me wanna go and take my knife

And puncture my throat, right into my windpipe

Watch my blood flow in a beautiful sight

But I feel so lost, so gone, and alone

Because this girl wont even answer her phone

The razor looks so shiny and sharp

But I'm wonderin when I get there, if them angels will play that harp

If I do it will it be worth it?

Yea I know all this pain will end

But then again where will I spend

Where will I spend my eternity?

Will it be fire or joy with He?

I don't know but I know I'm here

And I'm here for a purpose

So I've gotta stop drowning and reach the surface