Happines where is it?
I sit & wonder will I ever get it?
My fake happines is fading each day
No one can tho its just me
I can only keep this act up for long
Once I stop I know thing will start to go wrong
Pain I already felt it
Tears I already cired them
Love ones I lost them
So anger is what I'm starting to build up
& It's slowly starting to take over
But that's not who I am
I just want to be as happy as I am pretending to be