Old Feelings
So here I am
And there you are.
Crammed in close but still so far.
Do you remember those words
The words I said to you
Those awkward words that
I keep locked in my heart
I do not know what I thought
It may have been a dream
Those old memories of seeing you
And you seeing me.
But that's all it was
Just a glance
A curiostiy.
How then could I have such thoughts and feelings?
What happened to me?
How could something become of nothing?
WHY WHY WHY
I'm not sure how and I don't know why
Was it something that you did?
Had you any part in pulling off my heart's lid?
Now you see me and I see you
We see eachother still
But things are different now
You know the truth
And you always will
I revealed to you what I felt
At last and finally
I thought I might recover from the pain
But my heart has lied to me
My time spent since the truth was shared has been
A lie of freedom.
Because once I saw you agian I realized
That you have never left my mind.
But nothing has changed since the beginning
Because we are both afraid
I'll never agian share the truth, that price has already been paid
So I say before we part good luck with your life
Because only when you leave my prescence
Can I be free and find another.