I had a dream last night that pierced my soul.
It opened my eyes and challenged me to say good bye
To anything hindering me from becoming the Woman I was destined to be.
In that dream it was as if I was on the wrong Bus wanting to Go far,
the longer I stayed on I kept missing my stop. Whenever I felt the need to get off, I stayed on hoping that it would take me where my heart desired to go despite the conditions of the bumpy roads and the true reality of it all,
the bus I was on kept going in circles. Believe it or not, In my mind I seriously thought somehow this bus would keep straight and eventually take me to the right place where my mind could be free from all worry and pain, And because my heart was trusting and forever loving, I sincerely wanted to be the last passenger to fill it's empty seat so I felt obligated to occupy it and proceeded with hope that we would eventually get where we both were destined to go. But just as I thought this bus would keep straight, it would turn left and head back the other way and start its route all over again.
I realized it was me who chose to use this bus at my discretion, because on most days it sheltered me from the rain, and thus offered me protection.
But it's refusal to take me in the right direction was only driving me insane.
Well it is what it is...Insanity - expecting a different result from doing the same thing over and over again.
When I woke from my dream it came to me that It's totally up to me to reach my own destiny.
Yet I must 1st choose to ride the right bus that is scheduled to take me exactly where my heart desires, where I will be free from staying on the wrong bus again.
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