now this?
firts your here
first you love me
first your mine
than i left
i left our life
our happiness
i left you
i hurt us
i hurt you
i saw the pain you had
i saw the anger
i saw the heart brake
next we got better
our friendship strong
you were here again
than as if it was a dream you left again
i hurt this time
i didnt understand
i didnt want you gone for ever
was it to hurt me
did it hurt you
later when i was better
when i could breath with out a huge weight on myself
you wanted it back
you wanted us back
how can i just take you back
knowing that at any minute you could not want me again
how can i let you in
how can you wnat me now
whats so different than befor
what makes it good now
why do you lie
why do i sit here at night running my brain about you wondering about all the things you did wrong to me and still just wanting to be in your arms,
to feel your kiss
to feel your love...
why do i hurt myself with your words of love and let them sink in thinking some time you could love me like you did befor like i was only yours.
why did you say you stoped
why do i look at this page like it will give me answers when i know its just empty...