I been waiting for forever
And nothing’s getting better.
I always care too much
Wish that I could say whatever
But holding back my tears really fucking fills my head up.
And my mind slowly drowning
But my heart ain’t even sped up.
I’m starting to feel numb
And honestly quite dumb
Cuz why can’t I just realize that I’ll never find someone
Someone to hold me in the night
When the bad dreams come.
Someone to close my eyes
Cuz I’ve seen to much.
Someone who’ll fucking listen.
Someone who’ll open up
And won’t sit there closed
While I’m spilling out my guts.
And I can’t take this shit no more, man
I swear to God I’m done
Cuz if I get hurt again
I can’t tell you what’s to come
So lemme stay alone before I really fuck it up
I’ll find a way to manage that just don’t involve love.