I felt nothing

I felt nothing and I wish I could

I watched his last breath

I watched his casket filled with white lilies ,

I watched him disappear,

I felt nothing

I was drenched in Rain , felt nothing

I smiled but felt nothing

I listened to my heartbeat, but felt nothing

"I am fine thank you " I repeated a million times
but felt nothing

I watched my new white dress taken away

I felt nothing

I ate all my meals like pills

I listened to music ,

I painted a picture ,

I watched :-

the sunsets, the stars , the night sky ,

the campfires, fireflies, fullmoons, couples kissing

under the mistletoe ...

I felt nothing, nothing and nothing

For me 'Nothing ' became my Everything

'Everything' became my 'Reality'

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