Nothing
Over all these people
All these things claim to be my friends
Claim to say I’m important to them.
Claim to say they love me until I
Want to turn away but end up
Coming when they call me their bestie
Call me when they quote on quote need me
Even though I know they lie
It’s the feeling that keeps me
The temporary love that enhances me
I love the feeling i love the lies
The cold makes me numb
So when I think I’m warm but I
Just can’t feel this anymore
I feel nothing
They make me feel like
I’m nothing, but come around
When I start feeling like something
How did my parents find real
In this fake world
How did the world find warmth
In these cold people
How did I make it into college
With a broken mind
Music had my back my music got me
I guess people say they got me
And I said they lien I said let’s see