This is not a poem

Sun, 03/04/2018 - 11:45 -- Alexie

You were a blessing.
You are still so precious to me - a gem, a diamond.
You were able to change who I was - change the path I was taking.

I've fallen for you and I knew you've fallen for me too. Your kindness was inevitable, and you never pushed me away, I was always by your side.
However, why am I not beside you now?

I thought the promises we made were special.

I'm struggling right now, my sweetheart.
I can't talk to you because you pushed me away. There's nothing I could do, but regret. I regret every decision I made.

I wish I could turn back time around to the day I was about to lose you.

I can't cry anymore.

I feel numb.

I wish I can have you back and we could lay in bed together, watch the stars like we're the only ones left in this cruel world like we always did.

Do you remember as the days and night passed by?

We'd always feel like we're the only ones left in this world.

I miss you...

I love you.

Now, I lay in this bed alone.

Scared.

I look at the stars without you and I feel my own heart crushing me from the inside.

I listen to your calm voice singing to me and I recall the sweetest laughs you've made.

It hurts.

It really hurts...

I watch the stars alone with a paper bag on my head.

I'm sinking.

I'm drowning.

I miss you...

...

Your song is about to end and so is this message.

I love you.

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