No one understands me. No one understands why I am changing. No one understands the thoughts running through my mind. No one understands me at all. No one. Not a single person on this Earth. 

There's no one I can talk to. There's no one I feel "close" to. My "best friend" really doesn't evn know a thing about me. No one does. I put on this mask and they are buying into the lies I tell. I am not the person they think I am at all. I'm not who my "friends" think I am. I am not who my family thinks I am. I thought atleaast one person would know, but no one does. Am I lonely? Sure but I am not going to change this. This is who I have become.