The loud noise
in my eyes
in my mind
Roaring and growling

The noise won’t stop
It haunts and tricks me
driving me to the edge
of insanity.

Over and over
What if?
What if?
What if?

It never stops.

And I tell that voice
it will be okay
That I am okay

It’s just anxiety
no one hates you

You’re fine.

F-I-N-E.

But I never believe it.
My anxiety is not a fact
it is a part of me
that never sleeps.