me with a filta is a strong independent young woman                                                                                 really i dont need you                                                                                                                                         me with a filta is a nonchalant not giving a care what you think kind of girl                                                   me with a filta I can do what i want and as i please                                                                                       but this is all through a mask                                                                                                                                 a different colored screen and a little shading that makes me look better and covers all of my physical and mental imperfections 


honestly the truth, and nothing but the truth, i am a broken individual who considers and listens to every word that crosses though your lips                                                                                                             i listen and do as im told and what i have to say goes on hold                                                                     or only gets tossed around through the crevices of my brain                                                                           my mouth is sown shut and you will never know what is actually going on through my mind


me without a filta is like a shattered mirror or a broken speaker                                                                     me without a filta is like being a baby and trying to get my parents to understand that it is not food or a diaper change i need but it is to be picked up and held                                                                                 me without a filta is like a confused girl stuck in between a fork in the road, she doesnt know wheather to go left or right                                                                                                                                       me without a filta                                                                                                                                                   me without a filta is like a broken water fountain that continues to overflow with water      


me without a filta is a silent, emtional, confused, self conscious individual                       


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