Its been a minute since I've felt it, so I'll start off with a hi.

When quite frankly you stripped yourself of love and I left it at goodbye.

Its not uncommon for us both to want to give it another try..

but whats uncommon is the amount of helpless tears I've cried..

For you..

Of course you didn't know it, I didn't expect you to.

 

I tried to live my life again, you know how it was before

You came and rearranged it so that you were my only source

Of complete happiness that quickly turned to fear…….

And I keep promising myself that I won't shed a tear.

 

Was I stupid? Is it me? Nah, its him. It can't be me every time right? 

Well I still haven't found that answer…after 29 days and nights.

"God not him too" there isn't a normal one insight….

I hope he isn't the same or I just might

Have to be blame it on the things you're going through.

Simply because I like you….

 

I tried to live my life again, you know how it was before

You came and rearranged it so that you were my only source

Of pure happiness that suddenly turned to fear………

I'm still promising myself that this time there won't be tears.

 

Remember the first time I listened to your heart..?

I thought thats when I'd finally be happy…

Like it would finally be a start

For me to experience what realness was

Finding someone so perfect and giving them my trust.

I handed it to you.

It was there, in the palm of your hand.

You made me feel like no one else can.

I saw life through your eyes and felt with your heart.

Not knowing that everything was soon to fall apart

And that the end of my happiness would actually be the start..

 

I'm trying to live my life again, you know how it was before

You came and rearranged it so that now you're my only source

Of all my happiness that was already drenched in fear…….

C'mon girl….pick your head up….you don't have anymore tears.