The effort was just

Result assured 

 

They were there for me, didn't know I was a nut

all would have understood

 

250 I took, it went on so long

I'll teach them all 

 

They did't care if it was near dawn 

Not much that night I recall

 

I wanted out, and no one cared

So positive was I, life did not love me 

 

No question I was unprepared 

They arose from under the sea

 

I wanted the dark alley, alone in the same way I lived

But they showed me my lost belief

 

The friend knowing troubled 

A brave phone call she placed

The spouse searching

A second brave phone call, she rang

A police dispatch accepting and acting 

The police scanning and searching

A town with 250, 000, be real 

Call it miracle, call it coincidence

The EMT rushing me to a  chance 

The ER saving my life.. doctors, nurses and more 

 

So sure...... so wrong