No matter how much I try
No matter how much I try. . .
I cry so much.
I cry so much, tears feel like they are burning my face.
I scream so much.
I scream so much, no one can hear it, but me.
I hurt myself so much.
I hurt myself so much, I don't even know when to stop.
I do so much.
I do so much, I still end up dissappointing you.
I hurt you so much.
I hurt you so much, I blame myself.
I blame myself so much.
I blame myself so much, I am going insane.
No matter how much I try. . .
I continue. . .