No Longer In My Hands
I'm laying in my bed;
1 o'clock and still not asleep.
I'm laying there in the still
quiet,
wondering where the time has gone.
What happened to late
nights spent catching
fireflies?
What happened to my dressertop?
College applications replaced my
snowglobe collection.
What happened to all of the notebooks
I once kept all my stories in?
They are now filled with cruel numbers coming from
figured costs of living.
What happened to staying up
at night, just to read one more
chapter?
The books are on my bookshelf and my psychology textbook is
lifeless on my lap.
What happened to sleepovers
nearly nightly?
They turned into "Sorry, I have work
tomorrow."
What happened to
listening to my MP3 player at any waking moment?
It's dead and the cord is lost,
but I no longer have the time to worry.
What happened to the excitement
of teaching Sunday School?
No one showed up...
so there was no one to teach.
What happened to time...
and when did it escape my hands?