No Fun
Whose life is that? I think I know
Having to grow up early was no fun
Forced to work two jobs and go to school
Forced to be an adult because my mom chose to quit her job
Forced to give my mom my savings because
unemployment took forever to kick in
Forced to raise not only myself but my two other siblings and my mom as well
I was forced to be the parent
It really is a tale of woe
All the responsibilities of being a parent were passed on to me
I was the middle child and somehow I still had to take care of everyone
A teenager with no real experience
Not even ready to have kids of her own
Taking care of two
I would frown
Cry for help
Sob until the tears make
Life was a struggle, fast and deep
But I had promises to keep
Making sure we were all taken care of was my main priority
Until then I shall not sleep
What was fun?
Survival is what I knew
Although, I idolised being dead
Facing the day with never ending dread
Adulting is not fun.