The Nightmare Smile
My day is not like anyone else's
No one understands what I go through
Everyone sees a smile but it’s just a mask
They think I shouldn’t have anything to worry about
But I do.
The screaming and the pain is unbearable
The steady “chores”
Running the house isn’t easy
Cooking, cleaning, taking care of everyone
No matter how much I do it’s never enough
I’m never enough
I’m not enough
The pain is immense and extensive
I don’t do enough
I’m told constantly i’m useless,
Lazy, worthless…
There is only one person that thinks I am enough
My saving grace, my everything
The one that puts an honest smile on my face
And lets me know I am worth It
I love him so much
He’s is worth everything I go through.