Nightmare, From HELL
How can it be
That you’re related me
When I needed you most
You weren’t there for me
I understand you were “doing you”
But I needed you DESPERATELY
You left me alone
And a nightmare for HELL is what happened to me
All alone in a dark room
No one came for me
Darkness is not what I fear
It’s what happens in the dark that frightens me
I search around the room each night
CONTINUOSLY
Praying to God
Hoping he won’t come back for me
Going on 14 years…
And it still haunts me
Can’t tell anyone
Afraid they might judge me
I cry just about every night
Hoping no one would hear me
I cant help how I feel
It scares me to death
One day it might kill me
Go ahead take what you want
Just don’t take what’s so dear to me
I hate when the sun goes down
It’s just another reminder
Something that brings fear to me
You’ll understand soon just wait patiently
You think I’m disrespecting you
But it’s you that has no clue
You live in this perfect world
And you’ll never have a clue
About what I suffer through
I use to blame God
But I know he’ll pull me through
I know he’ll protect me
But from what
That’s the issue…
This is my NIGHTMARE, FROM HELL
Something that I’m still going through