Nightmare
Location
shadows of figures that aren't really there
with glowing red eyes that peirce my soul
that do not blink or look away from the stare
as they pull me into a spiral black hole
through this hole is a familar place
i know every voice reconize every face
but everyone goes on as if i'm not there
look and walk through me as if i'm air
one face is scary yet pleasnt to see
i stare face to face with a girl that looks like me
it seems as if she can see me too
"who are you?" ,she replies "im you"
she tells of her life and it all i want mine to be
i'm jelous of the me i could never be
now its time for me to go back
to my misreble life i live everyday
back to being reminded of all skills i lack
back to people who only have negative to say
i can never live up to my best
so i put the blade to my wrist ... and well
you know the rest