18 years is coming fast,

Practically knocking on my door, 

So many things I have got to do,

But a whole new life to live for,

Different people with different names,

A whole new home, different city and state,

Saying goodbye to family and friends,

We all have got our own fate,

Living out goals and dreams,

I have worked so damn hard to achieve,

Praying, hoping, wishing and working,

What if all my goals...I just dont recieve?

Fear manifests and burns in my chest, 

So I swallow it and show nothing,

Everyone thinks Im so ready,

But the truth is, I am afraid of everything.