To Myself
"You are beautiful."
So I whispered to myself, "No one sees."
So I whispered to myself, "Would it even matter?"
"Give it a chance."
So I whispered to myself, "I'm tired of playing."
"Swing the bat already!"
So I whispered to myself, "What if I'm afraid to hit the ball?"
"You shouldn't have signed up to play."
So I whispered to myself, "I didn't know this would happen..."
"That's life."
In the dark, I questioned myself