My Problem With The Girl In The Photo
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She looks like she hasn't slept in days
I want to ask if the bags under her eyes are too heavy for her face.
Rivers had eroded any form of rest
The monsters under her bed now haunt her dreams
She lays on a bed of broken promises and upside down hourglasses
Her mouth is actress.
Dressed in "Yeah, I'm fine" and "I'll tell you later."
She always finds herself in lights
But behind closed doors
She strips herself into a frown
Her cheeks are rounded photo albums
Always red and ready to show
They hold memories that she's not ready to talk about, yet.
Like the valleys and mountains that are weathered into her freckles
Or the time they felt a new, welcoming sense of warmth
Her hands are melted into fists
Ready to punch through battles that have been long fought
Instead of fighting for the cause…
She wipes it away
And tells herself that one more fist doesn't make a difference
She has the cascaded chaos on her head
Her fingers travel amongst the strands and always get lost
It's the battle ground for the Civil War she calls "Everyday"
It's not the same as it once was
The more battles you fight… the more it turns into a war.
My problem with the girl in the photo
Is that she's everything I hate
She's knitted into everything I want to change
She doesn't see all she can be.
She reflected all the parts of "A good kid"
"A smart kid"
"A happy kid".
My problem with the girl in the photo
Is that she can't hear me.