You see growing up I was told my father was no good
I was told he didn't care about me
I was told he sold drugs, even got shot
Growing up only seeing My Father on the weekends.
My Father being married to another woman
Visiting a house every weekend that felt foreign the moment one foot went in
EVERYDAY momz iz taking about child support
But forget child support I WANT YOU
EVERYDAY for 10 YEARS my family filled me with their hatred of you
Asking myself what kind of fool would ever miss this?
I ain't ask you to sleep with mom to make me
Plus I'm your blood why would you leave?
What was so important?
All this pain I felt
I would look up to anyone as a role model
I remember graduating from High School
YOU weren't there
Guess that buzz got you high enough to float over me