My biggest dream that I've ever had,
Is to always be happy and never sad,
I always try to reach my dream,
But get lost in my own self esteem.
It's always easier said then done,
to pretend you are the happy one.
It hits me each and everyday,
That I wish I didn't feel this way.
Depression sucks it kills me greatly..
Why can't someone just come and save me?
I'm always fighting this battle alone,
Walking around like an empty drone,
Lost in my thoughts that never fade,
Thoughts that aren't that simple to evade.
Things always seem so black,
That's why I always seem to look back,
To the times at which I felt most alive,
When I wasn't afraid to think and contrive.
A time where my happiness wasn't fake,
The times at which my heart didn't ache.
Those dreams in life are what keep me going,
Thinking of the times that were easygoing,
If only life was just that easy,
And didn't always make me queasy.
Life where your dreams were reality,
Instead of the way it's always been for me.
If only dreams weren't so impossible,
Instead of being so unsolvable,
Maybe one day I could take the impossible,
And finally make into something remarkable...
Finally living life in the dream I seek!