Lately my life has been in shambles.
I cannot breathe
I cannot eat
If this continues stress will indeed be the death of me
I sing a song in my head that helps me relax
I lay in my bed and dream of peace
But my brain's torn
My heart, undecided
Lately I've been so uminspired
Where is this brighter side people often speak of?
Why is my idle mind so troubled?
When will my life be normal again?
Because the sun still rises and sets the same
I still can smile through all the pain
I can move forward when I want to faint
Is it me?
Is it all in my head?
The unbearable pain
Maybe I'm just growing up