My beautiful baby boy
Dear Son,
Pregnant
I was 18, scared and all alone
I had so many thoughts and questions
Racing through my mind
Would I be a good mom?
Was I ready?
What if I can’t do this?
Maybe adoption would be best
What would you look like?
What if I mess up?
January 21st, 2012 I finally made up my mind
I knew in my heart what the right thing to do was
I decided to keep you
I couldn’t imagine my life without you
I could really do this
February 10th, 2012 my life took an unexpected turn
I lost one of you forever, I wasn’t sure how to think
Act nor feel
But I knew I had to stay strong for you
You were still growing in my stomach
I was more determined than ever to meet you
Love you unconditionally
Teach you and watch you grow
August 2nd, 2012
I watched as you entered into this world
8:52 pm I could never forget the time
You are so perfect
All the pain was worth it
As I hold you, I make a promise
One that I never intend to break
I’ll be there to guide you
Encourage, love and uplift you
Cheer you on every step of the way
It’s you and I against all odds
Today, December 20th, 2018
You are healthy
Handsome As ever
Personality bigger than life itself
I can’t wait to see you achieve all your dreams
I think back to the very moment and cry
Knowing I made the right decision
I needed you to come into my life and change me for the better
I’ll always love you to the moon and beyond
Love, Mom