Mustlethimin

Tue, 10/23/2018 - 17:48 -- Keishay

Hi my name is Michelle and I’m 5 years old
Even tho momma and daddy not together nomo
This still my fav Christmas
I spent it at daddy’s this year

my momma got me some apple bottom Jeans and my daddy bought me boots with the fur so you kno how I’m rockin it
My step brotha told me he gotta special present for me
And I I I jus can’t wait to see it
I really hate surprises
I keep buggin  
He told me not to worry it’s real big
My step brothers really the best
He took me to the back room
Gave me the biggest piece of candy
Orrrr I thought it was candy
I was scared

but who backs down sweets ?

 


It’s always just been me and my mom

I couldn’t believe it when she stopped letting me go to my dads

She said I was growing up too fast

Everytime I came back from his house in the summer I gained a lil weight

I don’t  know if it’s because of the depression or all the candy    

-My father said she was trying to keep me from him

but I guess he never noticed my step brothers sweet tooth

I hated my mom

When really she was just Protecting me from all those sweets

But when the cavities came in

there wasn’t really much she could do

Because medi-cal couldn’t cover it

The therapist wouldn’t take our insurance

Nobody to help

So my tooth began to decay

And it felt like I was rotting from the inside out

Turning white to yellow to brown to black

I’m still ….rotting

I heard Diabetes is genetic

but I never knew you could get a disease from a sweet tooth


i'm the cutest 16 year old you’ll Eva see

These dudes stay hitting me up but I don’t want em

Bc all they wanna do is hit

I met this one dude and I think I like him

But everytime he hugs me with his hands touching my waste

I feel like I’m wasted like I forgot how to talk

He asked me was I a Virgin

And I think I am

I mean am I ?

Does it count if u didn’t start your period yet ?

Anyways

I’m hella fuckin grown and I don’t need a Nigga for nun

I got all these girls hella mad Bc THEEIRRR nigga wants me

I gotta a couple daddy’s

But my father just got outa jail and swear he’s father of the year
But where was he when I got cavities
Where was he to help pay to replair my sweet tooth

I remember when he blamed my mom for my cavities when everyone knew !!my step brother started it!!

He acted like I needed to be raised when I was already grown

I got enough niggas, I don’t need him

 

I be straight hustlin

I got a nigga who gets my nails done

One who pays my phone bill

A dude who takes me out

And of course one for pipe

Oh and I work at the CVS center

These customers hella annoying

**cough**

Hello welcome to CVS how may I help you ?

I’d never thought I’d feel this feeling again

I wish they could turn the air on

I’m started to get anxiety

I felt my throat start to close up

I can’t breath

My hands were shaking so much I could barely grab the recit

It’s so dang hott in here

It’s like the devil himself was standing in front of me

Like he was pulking me down to hell

I went on break

Called my momma

I told her I saw my step brother

And he smiled at me

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