BOOM! its intense and loud. you can see the conductor excited as you feel the energy from the crowd. Then there's me, sitting down in my chair, playing my instruement, pressing the keys and blowing my air. but its more than just that, well at least it is too me. its a huge rush a surge of electricity! BEFORE YOU KNOW IT IM REALLY LOUD, then i get so quiet it draws in the crowd. even though it feels great, I feel like it's my fate. i want everyone to feel the joy, the chills, the pain. because truly from every note played theres something to gain.