i thank the heavens that you exist

your existence is enough to also

make me proud that i get to breathe the same air

as you dear,

you are the mere reason for my happiness

but can also be the pure destruction of it

the moment you vanish out of my life

i truly wish we remain connected in all forms

i shall live to worship you

you are a goddess

you possess a delicate round face made for caressing

and plum lips that were made to kiss tenderly

and i so long to hold you

but distance gets in the way

of putting these fantasies to usage

i am getting ahead of myself

my feelings absorbing me by the inch

and i shall drown in them

and admire your beauty

infinitely,