Moments of Me

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There are moments
They shimmer in the lights of my eyes
Where I see myself
I see a future
I see success
I see happiness
But the moment passes
I don't know why
I can't breath in the future
It's painful
To live in such sadness
An agony
Ice in my throat
My eyes burning
Yin Yang
My mind wanting one
But living the other
I want
I don't know
I will kill every part of me
Before myself is found
And I will kill every part of me
Before myself is felt
Me is to be found in between lines of notebook paper
Me is to be found in between lines on my wrist
Me is to be found in the lyrics of a song
Me is not to be found
Never to be found
In your eyes or in my heart
I drowned in a bucket amongst cat's eyes and rat's tongues
I cannot be found
For my world is gone

This poem is about: 
Me

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