The Moment Is Right

Sun, 12/01/2019 - 17:08 -- Bisma

The moment is right, I'm ready to die.
The pain is enough, to take my breath away.
I cannot scream, I cannot move.
I cannot believe how this is my life.
Take me away, take me with you.
I'm ready, I'm ready to really go.
I thought there was so much but there is nothing.
I thought it would be so much but nothing is nothing.
I asked them what's nothing, they told me it's everything.
Still hurting, still trying to let it all out.
I want to scream, I want to cry but most of all I want to die.
Let me go for I have nothing.
Because nothing is not everything.
Nothing is nothing.
I wish I could do it, I wish I could.
But as it is I can't even move.
This pain is excruciating and it is breathtaking.
I wish I could end this, I wish I could.
Why do I ever think to hope for good?
Why would I get something that is good?
I don't deserve it, I deserve bad.
Why am I still holding onto hope?
It will not take me anywhere farther from where I am.
I beg you at last to end this right.
To take me where I want to go.
I don't know the place where I'm calling for.
But anything would be better than this pain.
After the end there is no end.
Why not now than someday else.
The moment is right, I'm ready to die.

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